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Atlast, White Inside Me

Finally the prayers from deep down my heart and arse have been answered. Since, my teenage I had fantasy to sleep with a white man. I always wanted to touch and feel that bright color skin in bed. I had many interactions with white people in general life, people from all over Europe and Americas. But no body was supposed to instill that sensuality which I was craving for. Even during my multiple travel to Europe, I always ended up meeting an Asian or Arab guy. But today was my day. This all started at a gay house party in Dubai, which I had attended couple of times before. Initially, I got excited to see him but he seemed to flirting with every other person in the room. Thus, I did not fight for any chance due to my average look and brown skin. However, every now and then he was touching me and at instances moving my hand on his crotches. Had I not been drunk I would had begged him to fuck me right there. Strangely enough, my poison was holding my self pride. Even when he asked me t...

The Whore Me

What is the opposite of 'Asexual'? Google says it's 'Hyper-Sexuality' and it represent the sexual behavior which is 'high enough to be considered clinically significant'. Anyways it is not proven yet that I'm stricken with this but I somehow sometimes show some signs for this. I usually use Grindr while travelling but couldn't get a chance to travel lately. So, I thought to change the zone in my city (to cheat my own commitment of not Grinding in my city) and Grind. I went to a place near to International Airport (again my travel obsession) and visited a club in a high-end hotel there. It was too late in the night, in fact around mid-night. So, I wasn't getting a lot of pokes. However, there is one 'Hi' which immediately struck my all attention. I've already seen this face which followed the 'Hi'. I instantly agreed to meet him in his hotel room due to this big co-incidence. The room made me nostalgic of all my Europe Gri...

I had Joy in Jaipur

Since I've decided to travel extensively and independently, I'm also trying to get myself into flings to explore the sexual side of my inner self. On New Year eve when I was in Udaipur, I tried to find someone to whom I can just bed with but not fortunate enough that time. But this time in Jaipur, I was surprise to see so many people using Grindr. I had no idea that the Indian cities are so full of homo people. Anyways, after having a HPP (Hey, Picture, Preference) with few of them, I got lucky on Saturday night, my first and last night there. Due to initial logistical reasons, e.g. he was based some 10 kms from my hotel, I thought once again I'll return without heating up my body. However, within an hour of our virtual meeting, he proposed me to visit him. To be honest, I was skeptic (as usual) because he was a 22 yrs old student, almost 7 yrs younger than me. But we're destined to share bed. While on my way, I regret of my decision for travelling in an unknown cit...